Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Sunday, September 21, 2008
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Loss -- the day that I have lost myself
Fear -- the day that I realized every choice I made up until this point was dictated by other people's expectations, not based on my own goals and desires
Adaptability Breakdown -- the day that the pressures of balancing phone calls from bill collectors have become way too overwhelming and I realized that I am in way over my head
Physical Health -- the day that my body revolts against itself because of illness, trauma, or disease as a direct result of worrying about money
Mental Health -- the day that the mind breaks down over constant worrying about lack of money
Addiction -- the day that addiction to fried food and chocolate takes over and my backside swells to catastrophic proportions
[my personal favourite] Existential Crisis -- the day that I lost the purpose, compass, and connection to meaning in life and have no answer to the question "Why?"
Ain't Dr. Phil great? I can say I've had all these days. As I write this, today has become tomorrow... or has tomorrow become today? I don't really know.
Can't wait for the pizza to get here. I'll just eat my sorrows away for the time being.