Tuesday, September 8, 2009

the show must go on

Not sure why this is but I feel like I'm losing faith. Ethan keeps assuring me that I'm not the only one who's looking for work in this toilet-like economic climate. He went through it along with some of his friends. Sure, that's comforting and bless Ethan's heart for saying so... I'm just wondering when my time will be. My time to shine. My time where I can bask in the glory that the universe has to offer.

I was at a CLE today faxing a resume when a man approached me and asked for help with Word - he wanted to make a few changes to his CV and wasn't sure how. I said, no problem, I'll show you. Unfortunately he had an old floppy disk that wasn't working so I explained to him that he should invest in a USB flash drive. He thanked me for my help and off I went to send my fax (a real one).

Ethan says that was my good deed for the day. I did feel good helping out that man. Makes me think about that psychic I met almost 10 years ago who told me my chosen career would be something where I can ask people "How can I help you?" Now here I can trying so desperately to find that career.

These days I live for my EI cheque so I can buy food, pay rent and maybe a treat of sorts. Yay.
Tomorrow just happens to be one of those days.

Oh yeah - I didn't get the job at ProServ. They even reposted the blasted job! Ethan suggested I call them and raise hell however I don't want to - it's better to leave well enough alone. It's obvious that they don't know which way is up so I certainly want no part of that. Listen up kids - stay the eff away from ProServ!