Here I am at a crossroads of sorts. I could reapply for the dole again and see what happens, I could get a whatever job or I could win the lottery. Yes, the lottery is a possibility. Anything is possible in Athena's World.
Now, more than ever, I have to learn to let go. There are forces at work out there that are beyond me and I don't seem to want to allow them to do their thing. If I'm not in some way doing something about it then I'm not satisfied; I feel like I could've done more. Starting today, I'm going to do just that. My life, as it stands now, is in the hands of an entity other than myself.